i've been building a website in geocities.. hay, i want to get this over with. i hate waiting and my net provider is not doing any help...and the uploading of files isn't really that fast and i'm also stuck on choosing the files to be uploaded... it's just pure crap... maybe i'm just too fucked up that i want everything handed to me nicely, correctly and swiftly... i don't like it but i can't help it... i get irritated by time provided for anxiety and nothing else because i don't know what to do. i can't think of anything else to do because i know i will get sidetracked. And as a result like what always happened before, i'll leave things unfinished..
mood: :shock: song: fast car quote: a waited thing never comes
hay.. i hope the party tonight would befine...since there's a storm...i don't want to have a wet party.i don't like to go there when i won't feel good...i'm quite excited becuase all my high school friends would be there but i don't like to see SOME people specially when i can't bear to look at his face again after knowing that he got some points for 400....i don't even want to remember that...if he's so fucked up with himself why can't he just ask for help...well, if he want to hit rock bottom, fine with me...just don't let me know it...and everything would be just fine...grrrr
mood: :x music: knocks me off my feet by donell jones quote: no matter how you are, some people are just plain dickheads
I'm so tired of being here Supressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time can not erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you screamed I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me by your resonating mind Now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time can not erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you screamed I'd fight away all of your fears I held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me
Tonight I'm tangled in my blanket of clouds Dreaming aloud Things just won't do without you, matter of fact I'm on your back, I'm on your back, I'm on your back
If you'd accept surrender, give up some more Weren't you adored I can't be without you, matter of fact I'm on your back
If you walk out on me, I'm walking after you If you walk out on me, I'm walking after you
Another heart is cracked in two, I'm on your back
I cannot be without you, matter of fact I'm on your back, I'm on your back, I'm on your back
If you walk out on me, I'm walking after you If you walk out on me, I'm walking after you If you walk out on me, I'm walking after you
Today seems like a good day to burn a bridge or two The one with old wood creaking that would burn away right on cue I try to be not like that but some people really suck Some people need to get the axing chalk it up to bad luck
I know a drugstore cowgirl so afraid of getting bored She's always running from something so many things ignored I might do that stuff if it didn't make me feel like shit I'm on some old reality tip so many trips in it
Beautiful disaster Flyin' down the street again I tried to keep up You wore me out and left me ate up Now I wish you all the luck You're a butterfly in the wind without a care A pretty train crash to me and I can't care I do I don't whatever
I know a drugstore cowgirl so afraid of getting bored She's always running from something so many things ignored I try to be not like this but I thought it'd make a good song There's nothing to see shows over people just move along
Beautiful disaster Flyin' down the street again I tried to keep up You wore me out and left me ate up Now I wish you all the luck You're a butterfly in the wind without a care A pretty train crash to me and I can't care I do I don't whatever
grabe... ang tagal nitong test na 'to... i'm here at the computer lab where i'm supposed to be taking my test pero i'm adding an entry in my blog!!!! grr!!! i came all the way from cavite(all of the two-hour cold busride) for this!!! i could've done this at my house and eating... but here i am wearing my school uniform on a sunday at i haven't eaten anything since last night...
everytime i go back to my house (i live in a dorm that they like to call as a STUDENT CENTER for who-knows-what-reason), i feel like i want to go back to my dorm. and take note, my dorm has limited, fan time, tv time, phone time, curfew, daily rosary prayers... my house in cavite is not that bad but my freedom is a lot better... i hate the fact that all my parents do is advice their old advices, talk about how dangerous the world is, how i should do this and that...i hate that.. ever since...and maybe because i've found a place where i can escape that makes my house a little more hateful... if that's wrong, well... i don't know what to do about it... maybe parents are just so wrong timing
[Verse One] All I hear is raindrops Falling on the rooftop Oh baby tell me why’d you have to go Cause this pain I feel It wont go away And today I’m officially missing you I thought that from this heartache I could escape But I fronted long enough to know There ain’t no way And today I’m officially missing you
[Chorus] Oh can’t nobody do it like you Said every little thing you do Hey baby say it stays on my mind And I, I’m officially
[Verse Two] All I do is lay around Two ears full tears From looking at your face on the wall Just a week ago you were my baby Now I don’t even know you at all I don’t know you at all Well I wish that you would call me right now So that I could get through to you somehow But I guess it’s safe to say baby safe to say That I’m officially missing you
[Chorus]
[Bridge] Well I thought I could just get over you baby But I see that’s something I just can’t do From the way you would hold me To the sweet things you told me I just can’t find a way To let go of you
[Chorus]
It official You know that I’m missing you Yeah yes All I hear is raindrops And I’m officially missing you
